Counting the seconds.
Looking at the clock: 1.05am...2.43am...3.11am...4.36am...5.39am...6.29am...7.02am...ah it's morning already.
It's another sleepless night. Many things flash through my brain, words that people said, things that people did, songs that had been playing the whole night. Haunting me.
They told me it might be insomnia. It's a sleeping disorder, a condition where there is abnormally high level of brain activity during the sleep. Propably what i'm suffering now.
It's amazing that i can still blog right now, guess i have a hyperactive brain haha. But deep down, i feel really sick, i feel so dizzy, heavy and hollow inside and it makes me wanna puke. I don't like the feelings, at all.
I want to sleep...i wished that my brain have a shut down button just like the computer that i can just hit the friggin snooze button and turn off my brain. Oh crap...I think i forgot how to sleep. >-<